I twisted my knee today while playing basketball. An old injury but I chose not to go for the operation. There's a long story behind it. Maybe I will explain further in future entries if there are people interested to 'hear' it. So I guess I will be out for a few days in terms of sports.

Well... this should be quite a lengthy entry. So brace yourself for it ...... Here we go ......

After the games, I walked with Xiao Weijie, a basketball friend to my place and waited for the bus with him. He had some family problems and we were chatting along the way. I can't do much but just suggested some ways to improve the situation. I knew him a long way back, around 6 to 7 years back when I just started hanging around Tampines 209 to play basketball and joined the CC team. We were in the same team once or twice only but we often played together outside. There was one period we were often going out together to hang out and play basketball with my ex-girlfriend (QT) Haiz...... His girlfriend then don't play basketball but she was always around.


While chatting on MSN, I saw one of my former school mate's nick stating that she has rashes. Yes, you KPOs out there, she is a gal. Actually I don't know how to state our connection. Former schoolmates? Friends? ECA mates? Or ......
One thing; she is definitely not pretty, attractive or cute. Average? Hardly I think. In fact she will blend in any crowds. And No, I am not insulting not putting her down.
She was from NPCC (for some of you out there; National Police Cadet Corps) during our secondary school days and I was from SJAB ( St. John Ambulance Brigade ) Every ECA (back then it's ECA) was fighting for honours in their areas, typical Dunmanian style. and of course, we were fighting for honours too (For me, it's more of slacking). We were also junior Librarians back then. That means we have shifts to look after the library once or twice a week. The Library In-Charge then was an assistant in the Science Labs. It was rather fun and interesting to look after the library, stack the books and key in the data entries. She and I often stayed in the library to help out after classes and went home together. To many, she was a quiet and unsociable girl but we got along fine. When we were in Upper Secondary, we were promoted to senior Librarians. I was tasked to look after the Multi-Media Room and was even given the keys to the Room so i could open the Room for other students everyday while she was tasked to look after the Main Library. We also had to plan shifts for Senior and Junior Librarians. Some of our school mates didn't really like her but I found it comfortable to work with her and chat with her. We soon spent all our free times in the library. Later on something happened but I forgot the incident and we soon distanced. It was weird having a close friend vanishing from your daily life. Our ties and connections hovered around friends and relationship but we never got down to clear the air. After so many years, she's still so stubborn and 'anti-social'. LoL Again, that's all for now.

Speaking of school mates, I have another friend; a classmate called Yuhui. GUY! We were also close friends but lost contact for some time. But recently we maintained contact through MSN, hopefully I can meet him up soon and have a chat with him. It seems he is going through a rough patch too. I'll update about him in the future.

Hmmm.... I guess that's all for now...... In short, nothing much about my day.



Memories Memories
Memories of Yesterday

Well it's been a while ......

Recently many things happened to my friends; one suffered a setback in his four-year relationship, one was imprisoned and another was facing personal problems.

Yesterday we had the SuperNova Christmas Carnival Meeting. We made some progress but we still have a long way to go. So keep hanging on guys, we need every help we can garner. Suddenly I have to head the project, wonder wonder..... let's get everything done people.
It's a messy meeting, with some of the stuff unclear. I should have done better but deep down i still feel strange about taking over this way and I don't like the idea of taking over like this and I think it is unfair to dump part of the work onto the facilitators and campers since they should have a longer time frame to settle other matters. I don't know if it is right to take over this way, it just feels weird and strange. Sigh.

After the meeting, Andrew and I went to Xiao Bai's place for our weekly training; mahjong.
Andrew displayed his never-dying spirit and marvellous mahjong skills. I was so overwhelmed. I guess he is ready for any mahjong compeition.

Today Andrew and I slept until late afternoon before waking up to get ready for Yinghui's surprise birthday celebrations. I arranged with Yinghui to meet me as we are 'supposedly' to go downtown to buy some stuff when in fact Andrew, Chee Meng, Cassandra, Gao Yang, Yingxian and myself are to buy a cake and celebrate for her. Everything went according to plan except for the surprise part. She wasn't too surprised -_-''' We ate the cake and went to play pool. I won Andrew woah! and we switched to billard as the gals are playing pool. Yingxian, Yinghui and Gao Yang left early to play basketball. We joined them later and played 3-On-3. Andrew, Yingxian and me VS Cassandra, Gao Yang and Chee Meng. I think Chee Meng got the sports wrong. I guessed he thought we are playing rugby. *Scratch* *Scratch*

After that we had a drink and went home. I felt quite tired after this half-day celebrations. Diao. Hope you enjoyed the celebration, Yinghui. Cheers.

I felt quite drained and uptight about the Christmas Carnival. On one hand, I want to set things right and make the carnival a success but on the other, there is insufficient support and I never felt right about taking over this way. It seems everything is done half way and left dangling there. Hang on.

I found I like to sleep recently. An antidote for me to put troubling matters aside. I know it doesn't help but I don't wish to stay awake to be thinking and trying to make conclusions. Ah the agony......I am starting to think about a lot of matters, matters that make sense and matters that are illogical. I feel so tired; I just want to sleep but there are matters awaiting me......

Tired? I guess everyone is now. Some of us are going through a bad patch. I wonder if it's because of my negative aura. Sigh.